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Post by Fei Yen Takeda-Fujimoto on Jan 27, 2014 21:38:36 GMT -5
Fei shook her head. "It's not going to change things. Maybe... maybe we're both too stubborn for this." She avoided dating so she wouldn't get hurt. Fat lot of good that was doing her. She felt plenty hurt at the moment. And it sucked. She liked Gabe, but not enough to put up with the mess it was making of her emotions. It was time to do what she did best: run. The Tora ran a hand through her hair. "Neither of us are going to get what we want at this rate."
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Post by Gabe Alabaster on Jan 27, 2014 21:46:26 GMT -5
Gabe hung his head down, well there went that plan. After a few moments of thought he looked back up at her. "Yeah, maybe you're right…" It hurt like hell to admit it, but it looked like nothing was going to happen between them. He hated that, he really did. He thought he had a chance. That was… that was just stupid to think, wasn't it?
The blond stood up so he could look at her easier. "So what then? What're we gonna do?" He liked being with her, but at the rate they were going...
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Post by Fei Yen Takeda-Fujimoto on Jan 27, 2014 22:11:55 GMT -5
Fei bit her lip and shook her head once again. "I don't know..." Shit, she felt like crying. This was neither the time nor place for that. "There's really not much else that can be said, I think. That would just be prolonging the inevitable." She needed to leave, and fast. Before her loss of emotional control escalated any further.
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Post by Gabe Alabaster on Jan 27, 2014 22:23:21 GMT -5
Gabe nodded his head in response. "Yeah, yeah that… that sounds about right." As calm as he looked on the outside, inside he felt like a mess. Why couldn't this work out? Wasn't there something he could do? He didn't want to give in to what she was wanting, he couldn't risk getting into the kind of mess that his father had so long ago, he just flat out refused. He wanted to have something real with Fei, he just couldn't do what she was asking of him.
"I'm really sorry, I'd do anything else you wanted, anything but that." The words were quiet and about as sincere as he could make them. He felt terrible, but he wasn't sure what else they could do.
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Post by Fei Yen Takeda-Fujimoto on Jan 27, 2014 22:53:30 GMT -5
Fei opened her mouth to respond, only to close it again. Words were beyond her now. She merely nodded and turned around, afraid that Gabe would notice her eyes misting over. The Tora hesitated a moment and then ran her fingers through her hair before walking off down the hallway. She would probably keep walking all the way home. She was an emotional disaster. She didn't need anyone at the dorms seeing that. Especially when she already felt so close to tears. God, she and Gabe weren't even together, so why did she feel as though she had just gone through some sort of break-up?
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Post by Gabe Alabaster on Jan 27, 2014 23:05:33 GMT -5
"Fei…" He started, trailing off as she walked off. He wanted to stop her, to talk to her and see if they could work something out. He closed his eyes for a moment and took a deep breath, maybe this was for the best. Things probably wouldn't have worked out between them anyway, high school relationships rarely ever do right?
'Yeah, keep telling yourself that' Was what his ever so helpful mind threw back at him. Gabe shoved his hands in his pockets and walked off the stairs, turning to the opposite direction that she had. Dammit, he was an idiot. He shouldn't have let her go...
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