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Post by Jamie Phoenix on Jul 21, 2014 22:59:51 GMT -5
"Ah, invite or no, I wouldn't have missed it for the world, Kaji," The redhead said, twisting a bit to look up at the other young man's face with a sleepy grin and a wink. "I'm a great distraction, s'my best quality." That was what everyone told him, at least. He didn't really mind that much, but it made him a little wary on his ability to keep Kaji around if he couldn't keep him properly interested...
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Post by Kaji Himura on Jul 21, 2014 23:02:58 GMT -5
There was another pause. And then, "...why are you so nice to me?" He didn't deserve any of it, he really didn't.
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Post by Jamie Phoenix on Jul 21, 2014 23:57:54 GMT -5
"Because I really like you." Jamie said simply and immediately. "I really really like you..." He yawned. "An' I want to keep you around. But you make that kinda hard, y'know?" He stifled a laugh and mumbled. "How'm I supposed to prove I'm worth sticking around if ya won't even let me blow you?"
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Post by Kaji Himura on Jul 22, 2014 0:15:19 GMT -5
Kaji's face immediately began to resemble a ripe tomato. "Perv," he managed to spit out alongside his unintelligable sputterings. He wondered if Jamie could tell how deeply he was blushing from his position on the couch. Hopefully not.
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Post by Jamie Phoenix on Jul 22, 2014 0:20:02 GMT -5
"I really wanna, y'know," he said with a smile, missing the blush completely. "Usually that bit comes first, not the fluffy stuff... Not that I mind the fluffy stuff, I like it a lot with you." He loved it, but he knew dropping the L word was the quickest way to get dropped. He wanted to stick around. He'd shoot himself before he alienated Kaji.
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Post by Kaji Himura on Jul 22, 2014 18:11:25 GMT -5
Kaji opened and shut his mouth a number of times, trying to think of a decent response. Truth be told, he liked the "fluffy" stuff quite a bit as well, but admitting that was downright embarrassing. The redhead valued the cynical image he managed to outwardly display, but it always seemed to crumble a bit when the Irishman was around.
"Well," he mumbled after a brief pause. "Maybe I sort of like it too." His voice was hardly more than a whisper. The moment the words escaped him Kaji was scrambling to get them back. But it was too late.
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Post by Jamie Phoenix on Jul 23, 2014 0:25:18 GMT -5
With that, Jamie rose a bit to be on his knees on the couch before smiling as he finally got eye-level with the younger Ookami. "...Can I kiss ya?" He asked, refusing to overstep his bounds too much. It was the one promise he never broke, he'd do nothing before his partner wanted it. Or at least, he tried to keep that rule solid. "I really wanna kiss ya, and cuddle ya... But I cling, and I dunno if ya got class or not..." He needed to learn Kaji's schedule, try and find some time where they were both awake.
Actually, Kaji being an insomniac upped those odds...
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Post by Kaji Himura on Jul 23, 2014 0:50:21 GMT -5
Kaji drew a deep breath and shifted just enough that he could slid out from underneath the Irishman's head and stand up. How long could he keep this up- constantly drawing Jamie in closer and then pushing him away? It wasn't a fair thing to do by any means. "Look..." He ran his fingers through his hair, temporarily losing his train of though. "Ah, um... shit. It's just..." He turned around to face the other redhead. "Back at the coffee shop, when I said I wasn't a good person to date? I wasn't being totally honest. The fact is that people leave. People leave and I can't fucking stand it so I don't let them in anymore. And then somehow you showed up and, fuck... I don't know. I keep thinking that things are okay the way they are now, you know? And that you won't, you won't... leave, if things stay the way the are. But at this point I feel like I'm running in circles and I... I'm not sure I want to anymore." Kaji was rambling by this point, and there was really no use trying to stop. He turned away again, worried that whatever courage he had manage to muster in the past few minutes would dissipate when he met the Irishman's eyes.
"Whenever you ask to kiss me there's always this part of me that just wants to say yes. But there's this other part that keeps saying 'I'm not ready for this.' But maybe I never will be. Maybe I'm just waiting for a feeling that will never come. And uh..." He flushed slightly. "Maybe the point is that I want to kiss you too."
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Post by Jamie Phoenix on Aug 4, 2014 23:48:29 GMT -5
Jamie, while tired, was no idiot and he listened with sleepy blinks to what Kaji wanted to say. A stupid smile spread across his face as he stood up. He stood for just a moment, taking in Kaji, and then stepped forward and wrapped his arms around the younger Ookami's waist as he pulled him close for a kiss. It was small and quick, and while Jamie wanted more (so much more) he knew how Kaji could get... and he pulled back with a smile. "Love ya."
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Post by Kaji Himura on Aug 5, 2014 0:16:49 GMT -5
Kaji wanted to say it back, he really did. He knew that was in love Jamie; he'd spent far too long fighting that fact. But he found that the words could not escape him. So instead he kissed him back instead, hoping that the Irishman would understand what he meant.
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Post by Jamie Phoenix on Aug 7, 2014 20:18:39 GMT -5
Jamie smiled into the kiss, pulling Kaji to sit down on the couch with him. Excited he was, but his body was still screaming for sleep, and standing up was less effective appeasement than butt contact with a cushion of relative plushness. He pulled back only once his lungs began to scream for air, and nuzzled the younger Ookami's cheek as he regained breath. "Love ya," he murmured again. "Love ya love ya love ya... I love you, Kaji Himura..."
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Post by Kaji Himura on Aug 7, 2014 21:28:09 GMT -5
Despite the butterflies in his stomach, Kaji felt his lips twitch up into a smile. He wove his finger's through the other redhead's, not wanting to let him go for a second. He felt as if the moment he did, the moment would vanish, as if it had never happened, and all the relief he was currently feeling would be gone.
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Post by Jamie Phoenix on Aug 7, 2014 23:34:10 GMT -5
Jamie yawned, breath brushing right by Kaji's ear. The Irishman wanted to stay up and keep kissing and cuddling while he was conscious and able to enjoy it, but his brain had other plans for him. He felt himself tilting until he dragged Kaji to lie down next to him on the couch. "I think..." he mumbled out. "I jus' wanna cuddle ya fer a while..." He buried his face into the other Ookami's neck and settled in, mumbling a quick 'sorry' into the skin before sleep began to descend.
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